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I came to school quite early to finished up on my Ethics
readings on the various ethical theories. I have sort of
lost the steam to fight on for the last 2 papers after the
traumatizing paper on Thursday. I guess I will really feel
better if I lower the expectations of myself in SMU. But I
really do not want to do that. It is against what I believe
I was meant to do.
Had dinner with Shel and Chel last night at FIVE STAR
chicken rice. I don't really like the chicken rice there but
"someone" say that it is good. It was then Shel informed
us that she was rejected by SHELL. HAHAHA ! Imagine if
she were to work for them. "Good morning, this is Shel
from Shell, can I look for so and so?" *Chel was trying to
control her laughter at this point of time.* I also revealed
my deepest and darkest secret that I wanted to be a lorry
driver with a bachelor degree in Business.*Chel was also
trying to control her laughter at this point of time.* Had
Swensen's ice cream and that is after we tried looking for
Hiaggen-Daz along Tembling St and Gelare Cafe at East
Coast Beach. Both of these locations has ceased their
operations and we have to settle with Swensen's instead.
I usually do not like to eat a lot of ice cream but I had 3
scoops yesterday. I am going to get back my weight too
quickly if this diet carries on for the next few weeks
Spoke to Char Te last night. Haven't spoke to her for some
time but it was nice talking to her for a short while before
we decided to study for exams first and gossip more later
after exams. HAHA ! There are a lot of things to catch up
between RAC SMU and RAC NUS. Sounds like international
politics but on a smaller scale.
I was thinking about songs by Power Station and it was damn
EMO la. I was kinda smiling at myself because the song lyrics
made me think of the reason why I was depressed during the
first quarter of 2009 and I was kind of stupid. It was a saddd
process but it was well worth it !!! At least I know what I want
and what I do not want in my current state of life right now. I
have gotten used to singlehood and this is all thanks to a few
group of friends whom I can hang out with and have fun with.
HAHA !!! I thank GOD for them !!! At least I am happy most of
the time except for those times when I am alone, got nothing
to do and start thinking of stupid things.
I just want to get over this semester now !!! It will all be over
in 2 days time !!! Hip Hip Hurray !!! I just need to do something
else outside this routine. Come to think of it, this semester really
passed so fast and I will be in year 3 soon. Things should be
looking good for the rest of 2009. I just need to get my focus
back for good and firm up my directions in life and then work
towards it. I just need a new direction for me to drive myself
there and be satisfied with it.