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Ever since the start of the year, I have not been
feeling my best because of some incident.
Even though things are getting better and I am
feeling myself again, I am not totally healed yet.
I guess it takes time for wounds to heal.
I regret a lot feeling depress and emo but even
though my mind knows that I should not be
feeling this way, my heart just cannot resist it.
Because I was emotionally affected, I did not
have to mood to listen in class and therefore
my school work got affected. However, by God's
grace, I was able to find some form of motivation
during the mid term break to study and catch
up with my work. Due to the catching up, I became
physically exhausted and I need to find a way to
keep myself going at least for the next 3 weeks.
I found the way today during comms class.
Today during comms class, the class was supposed
to present a story that is corporate related and our
main objective is to make the audience go "WOW !!!"
The main point of my message is that no matter what
happen in our life, we must remain positive and never
give up on the bigger picture. To reinforce this point,
I share a personal story of my past with the class and
I even brought some historical documents of my own
to show the class.
Note: No one in SMU knows
about my past and this is the first time that I share the
story with anyone in a class setting. Due to the explicit
content of the story, exact details will not be blogged.
As I was sharing my story, I can see my classmates
paying attention to what I was sharing and on their
face was this stunned look because I think my story
can only be found in a movie plot. HAHHAHA !!!
I really hope that my story has somehow inspired them
to be more positive in their lives and have that never
say die and never give up spirit. It was also because of
the sharing of my personal story that reminded me
of the bigger picture of my life. I did felt better about
myself at the end of my presentation. I thought it was
rather ridiculous of myself to be motivated by my own
speech. HAHAHAHA ! I guess that I am self-motivated.
But sometimes being self-motivated can lead to a state
of foolishness because you keep on thinking positively
that you can achieve something that is already deemed
unachievable by many people irregardless of how much
effort you put in an attempt to achieve that something.
Monday, March 30, 2009
There is no problem too big
God cannot solve it
There is no mountain too tall
God cannot move it
There is no storm too dark
God cannot calm it
There is no sorrow too deep
He cannot soothe it
Oh, if He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders
I know my brother that He will carry you
Oh, if He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders
I know my sister that He will carry you
Friday, March 27, 2009
1. Understand your target audience. You may be able to provide
emotionally, physically, mentally, socially and etc. BUT not all girls
want that. Some want one, others some and others none at all.
2. You need someone to help you GROW, not reduce you to an
EMO lump of clay.
3. There is nothing wrong with saying NO and communicating
what you want. Draw the lines of what you can or cannot tolerate.
Girls like to date MEN, not other girls.
4. To find someone totally different from you is fine, but you need
to click on a certain significant level.
5. For a long term relationship, you must keep evolving. Girls change
and as they do, their needs change. Keep up with it.
6. Find an equal and not a fraction of the person you are.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because
you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem
solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument
before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do
anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you
might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested
in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet
the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas.
You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart,
so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing
any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You
need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve
success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen
career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes
you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time
with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot
find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if
you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
不知道你是否记得昨天
你是我这辈子最思念的人
到如今你已不在身边
你的笑在我心底徘徊
不知道你现在是否寂寞
未来你有你自己的路要走
才明白你已不再承诺
这人生到底带点荒谬
冰封了所有的永远
切不断对你的眷恋
还记得那天你说爱我不变
就算是输了全世界
也想再听你说一遍
我要你永远在我身边
沉睡的人会自由飞翔
在这不会消失的夜晚
任凭一切都化成云烟
对你的思念永远不变
My all time favourite chinese song now. Very meaningful lyrics.
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