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Ever since the start of the year, I have not been
feeling my best because of some incident.
Even though things are getting better and I am
feeling myself again, I am not totally healed yet.
I guess it takes time for wounds to heal.
I regret a lot feeling depress and emo but even
though my mind knows that I should not be
feeling this way, my heart just cannot resist it.
Because I was emotionally affected, I did not
have to mood to listen in class and therefore
my school work got affected. However, by God's
grace, I was able to find some form of motivation
during the mid term break to study and catch
up with my work. Due to the catching up, I became
physically exhausted and I need to find a way to
keep myself going at least for the next 3 weeks.
I found the way today during comms class.
Today during comms class, the class was supposed
to present a story that is corporate related and our
main objective is to make the audience go "WOW !!!"
The main point of my message is that no matter what
happen in our life, we must remain positive and never
give up on the bigger picture. To reinforce this point,
I share a personal story of my past with the class and
I even brought some historical documents of my own
to show the class.
Note: No one in SMU knows
about my past and this is the first time that I share the
story with anyone in a class setting. Due to the explicit
content of the story, exact details will not be blogged.
As I was sharing my story, I can see my classmates
paying attention to what I was sharing and on their
face was this stunned look because I think my story
can only be found in a movie plot. HAHHAHA !!!
I really hope that my story has somehow inspired them
to be more positive in their lives and have that never
say die and never give up spirit. It was also because of
the sharing of my personal story that reminded me
of the bigger picture of my life. I did felt better about
myself at the end of my presentation. I thought it was
rather ridiculous of myself to be motivated by my own
speech. HAHAHAHA ! I guess that I am self-motivated.
But sometimes being self-motivated can lead to a state
of foolishness because you keep on thinking positively
that you can achieve something that is already deemed
unachievable by many people irregardless of how much
effort you put in an attempt to achieve that something.