Woke up pretty late this morning. I was just really tired.
But at least I got up in time to catch McDonald's before
lunchtime sets in. HAHAHHA ! Wanted to buy back home
but then saw Hozea and Enai. So, I decided to join them.
Haven't had a meal with them for a long long time and
it is good to sit down with them to talk to them about
what has been happening to our lives.
Even though I am not totally over her yet, I can accept
her going for someone else as long as she thinks
that she will be happier. She told me that she is not
happy yet but I just hope that she can find her happiness.
She asked me if I really think I would be the best for her
and in my mind, it is 1 million times YES ! I know what she
needs and what will make her happy. It is just that I do
not have the chance to prove to her that I can meet her
expectations.
As I was talking to Hozea and Enai, it is good to know
that they are still together even if there were difficult
times. Their solution is to work things out and of course
with the help of GOD. There were times when they argued
and Enai was neglected, but they made it through somehow.
Love takes a lot of effort and if a couple can pull through
the toughest period of time, the outcome will be satisfying
and fulfilling for both parties. Their love for each other will
grow even stronger.
There is one thing that I must agree with Enai. Sometimes,
a guy must compromise with the girl and love her the way
she wants to be love. It is a give and take situation. If you
really love that person, love her the way that she wants to be
loved and she will be HAPPY ! Maybe that why's my relationship
did not survive. I did not love her the way that she wanted to
be loved. Even though I am aware of my mistake now and
hope to atone for my mistakes, the future is uncertain. The
only thing I can do right now is to let nature takes it course.